Mar 24, 2007

Veruthe manassil thonni ...

Innu yente manassil veruthe thonni....

G yenne ping cheiythu joli kaariyangal okke anweshichathinu sesham, pinneedu yennodu staircase-inte avide varuvaan parayunnathu. Angane G parayumbol, njaan yethirpponnum parayaathe G joli chiyunna floor-il poyi, avide ninnum njangal randum staircase-inte angottekku pokunnathu.... Avide yethiyathinu sesham G onnum samsaarikkaathe, G-yude pant-inte zib thurannu G-yude undi purathedukkunnu. G-yude undi athra kambi aayittilla. G yennodu - "Nee yente undi chappunnavan aanu. Njaan parayunnathu vare nee yente undi chappu". Njaan yethironnum parayaathe, muttu kuthi ... oru kai kondu G-yude undi pidichu. Njaan G-yude mukhathu nokki. G appol - "undi chappada myre". Njaan aa undi-yil umma vachu. Athinu sesham njaan yente vaay thurannu G-yude undi vaayileduthu chappuvaan thudangi. Aadhyam njaan vaayinakathu, yente naakku kondu undi nakkuka aayirunnu. Adhikam thaamasiyaathe G undi yente vaayil ittu adikkuvaan thudangi. G pathukke kambi aavuka aayirunnu. Kure neram yente vaayil G undi ittu adichu rasichu. Pinneedu G undi yente vaayil ninnu oori yeduthu. Njaan appol yezhunettu. Njangal onnum samsaarikkunnilla. G yente zib thurannu, yente undi puratheduthu. Onnum parayaathe, G atheduthu chappuvaan thudangi. G-yude undi chappal.... Yenikku manassil nalla rasam thonni. Njaan nalla pole rasikkuka aanu. Kure neram undi chappiyathinu sesham G yezhunettu yennodo jeans ooruvaan paranju. Njaan alpam pedichu aanenkilum oori. Aarum ippol angottu vararuthe yennu manassil vichaarichu. Njaan jeans thuda vare azhichu. G yennodu thirinju nilkkuvaan paranju. Njaan anusarichu. Oru cheriya doggie pose-il njaan ninnu, yente randu kaikalum staircase-inte rail-il pidichu kondu. G appol yennodu yente randu kai kondu yente kundi vidarthi pidikkuvaan paranju. Njaan anusarichu.. Kundi vidarthi pidichu... Vere onnum samsaarichilla. G avante undi kulukkuka aanennu yenikku manassilaayi. Idackku aa undi yente kundi purathu kai kondu adikkuka undaayi. Njaan onnum mindaathe kundi vidarthi pidichu ninnu. Kurachu neram kazhinjappol... pettennu yente kundi thulayude aduthaayi choodu thonni... G-yude undiyil ninnum paal yente kundiyude vidavil ozhikkuka aanu... Kure paal vannu yennu thonnanu. Paal vannathinu sesham, G yennodu "nee athu wipe cheiyanda." yennu paranju yente underwear G mukalilekku valichu. Appol yente thulayude chuttum G-yude undi paal aanu. Njaan onnum mindiyilla. Njaan yente jeans pokki, belt okke ittu. Thulayude avide niranja paal yenikku appozhum feel cheiyunnundu. Thirichu pokuvaan nerathu, G yennodu paranju "kundiyude avide paal niracha, athumaayi nadakkuvaan ishtam aano?". Njaan ishtam aanennu paranju. Vere onnum paranjilla. G avante office-lekku poyi. Njaan yenteyum.